"I tell ya what Sam, I think you're plenty inspirational when you're not trying to be..." The past few weeks I've struggled to share a poem I wrote. Over and over again my hand hovered over the send button and I talked myself out of it. It's not pretty, or flattering in any light. And even though I don't completely believe it, there must be a little part of me that does. You know, the part that wrote it... But somehow I got it into my head that I was meant to inspire others with my words. But it feels like a lie, the need to present myself as well-adjusted all the time. I think about the nights I soaked my pillow and when I was all out of cry, I'd write. Nothing pretty, nothing that made you smile. Pain wrung me dry, but it also inspired me. I reckon you need this too, my personal broken. Unsure, uncertain, insecure, scared out of my mind, lonely...so very lonely, weak, disappointed. A hand to squeeze in the dark if I cou...
For whatever reason My best intentions were not enough to save us For whatever reason We have only a short time on this earth Before we turn into dust For whatever reason My meticulously laid plans all became a bust For whatever reason A 30 year-long grudge died suddenly without a fuss.
I thought he liked me. I planted the idea in a field, and the field became a forest... Filled with bubbling brooks and sunset overlooks. I collected clay at the banks of the rivers and made pottery, The pottery became a museum of grand works and art displays From the cedar trees I built cities Giant feats of architecture, Parks where we sat and read literature Libraries full of historical texts and ancient mythology Science fiction and poetry That turned into schools and colleges Dedicated to the arts and varied knowledges Then, a society with cultures and cuisines, Distinct languages and colloquialisms Then, struck by war, disasters and famine Alien invasions and a zombie apocalypse Yet somehow we still survived. We rebuilt ourselves from the ashes Stronger this time, able to withstand the fire Gunpowder and brimstone But in the end, the end of our world was oh so simple. It was a seed I hadn't se...
Melancholy sinks its teeth into my neck with cunning As I recall our history through a sepia haze... And leave the ending a mystery. Oh, but we were stunning The light always knew exactly where to hit our faces. Casting us in silhouette Unable to take true form just yet. But the promise of it... Tantalising, so close I could taste it Like a promise kept in suspense. So I lived in perpetual sunset Never seeing the full light of day. Even as the curtains closed and lights dimmed The audience applause began to slow We muttered about losing our window But we were just a no hit wonder With nothing to show.
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