Maybe I Deserve More

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Maybe I deserve more than the change
That falls out of your pocket
After you've spent your best. 
Maybe I deserve more than the charred remains left 
After you've wined and dined the rest. 

Maybe I deserve more than half-promises. 
For there's always a hint of love 
on the tip of your tongue. 
But it never reaches full maturity
It always stays young. 

Maybe I deserve a love that is solid and whole. 
One I can hold with both hands
Not evaporate like a block of ice. 

Maybe I don't have to be cooler. 
Maybe I don't have to try
Breaching my own boundary lines
For a love that was never mine. 

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